Senior autism dad: Where are the options for our disabled children's care?

From a California autism dad. Nationwide catastrophe looms ahead unless we can offer desperate autism families a "constructive vision" for their disabled children's futures

By CL

I need some advice. My son is now 35 years old and apx 230lbs. He is classically mentally handicapped with strong autistic aspects. Fairly low functioning. He can't shower himself, toilet himself and his verbal abilities are mostly nonsensical. What used to be a sweet, loving boy and young man has become a surly, sometimes violent man in our midst. My wife and I are approaching seventy. She can’t control him and I barely can.

We used to be able to provide my son with most of what he needs, especially a loving family. Now, it seems that's not enough and we are in over our heads. We have been using every drug we can think of to smooth out his aggression. Risperidone, Celexa, even Valium now and then. This has only been partially effective and comes with unpleasant side effects. I’m just running out of ideas.

For a long time now, I have been aware of the need to get him placed in a long-term housing program while we are still alive and can be part of the transition. This is now becoming imperative. We haven’t had anyone able to give respite so we are on the job 24/7. I just can’t wrap my mind around how this transition is going to happen. Is there anyone out there that has done this?

I imagine a terrible scene of workers holding him down as we drive away. Is this what we a facing? Can anyone help me get a constructive vision?

Can no one see what is happening? Why are our children ignored?

By DY

We are having a bad bad night. I can’t breathe, my heart is broken and my faith is being tested. 

Max became aggressive while I was at work, attacking his dad. He bit him on the left wrist and pinched him. I cannot go through this again. What the hell did my son, your son, your daughter do to deserve this? We had dreams, we had hopes for them, but no, this damn neurological condition took all of that away.  

I just want to scream at someone. I want someone to hear my pain, see my tears and tell me how they are going to help our children. Can no one see what is happening? That 5% of our NJ boys now have autism? Why are our children ignored? Their lives do not matter??!

I dare anyone to walk three steps in our shoes, and they will realize how it feels to be knocked down on your knees on a daily basis, fearing for your son, your spouse, yourself, wondering why this is happening, why he, why we, are being punished. 

I don’t know how to mend my broken heart. Max just turned 18, but with no sense of celebration. For me, his adulthood brings great fear and panic. The other night I watched him at 1am pacing back and forth, back and forth, listening over and over to “Let It Snow," and I can only hope and pray that the next chapter of adulthood and autism is an easier journey. One that is filled with more smiles, accomplishments and positive memories than tears, heartache and pain.

Now we are at the park in the dark. He is playing with rocks as if nothing happened. I am sobbing sitting at the picnic table because I just want so much better for my son than I can give him. 

Yes I love him unconditionally, but if someone said to me, “If you give him up to this family, he will not be autistic and will be healthy and happy, but he won’t remember you. However you would remember everything about him." I would give him one last kiss and turn him over. That is how much I want a better life for Max.

DY is the mother of an 18 year-old young man with severe autism. She and her family live in New Jersey.

50 Shades of Re-homing

Enough with the pearl-clutching: re-homing of one form or another is common, and often necessary, with the severely autistic

By R Medina

A few weeks ago my social media got flooded with posts expressing moral outrage after there was news that a YouTube star and her husband had “re-homed” their severely autistic son, whom they had adopted from China. Apparently the son’s behaviors were more difficult and dangerous than they had bargained for so they found some way to place the boy with another family.

Now I don’t know anything about those YouTubers and this post is not about them or the boy’s autism. Was he a feces-smearer? Was he attacking his siblings? Did he screech at 2am, chew the drywall and break windows? I don’t know what prompted it. But this much I do know. Re-homing, in various direct and indirect forms, is entirely common with severe autism. In fact, one form or another is inevitable in most cases. All the sanctimonious judgment and social media pearl-clutching seemed based in obliviousness about what happens, over time with overwhelmed severe autism families, in the real world.

I would say there are at least 50 different shades of re-homing, from outright giving up custody to many more sublte forms. Clearly few pathways to re-homing are as early or overt as this case. But they all start from the same place, a single parent, couple, or sometimes caregiver sib who are so physically, mentally, emotionally, and/or financially exhausted or imperiled, or who have become so old or infirm, that they can no longer provide adequate care for the child or adult. Very often, as the children grow into adults, they become terrified of their strength and unpredictable violence.

Let me tell you about some of the shades. One is called “ward of the state.” I have a friend who is my age (46). Her younger brother had autism. But when he was young and the parents couldn’t take it any more, they made him a ward of the state. He now lives in a group home in a rural community about 500 miles from here, and his family members visit on rare occasion. When the parents relinquished him was there an uproar? Is there an uproar now? No.

Another shade is called “residential school.” This is a temporary form of re-homing. When an autistic child is too dangerous or destructive for a local school district and parents to handle, the IEP team will sometimes place the child in a residential school, often in another state like Kansas or Utah. Some of these schools are year-round, giving exhausted and overwhelmed parents a long break, with the hope of some improvement in skills and behaviors. When the the clock runs out on the IEP the parents are often faced with the difficult-to-impossible task of finding a new home for the young adult who has just fallen off the services cliff. 

Now let me tell you about the most common form of re-homing, it’s sort of a passive form, a kind of abandonment. It is called “parent (usually the father) has a sort of nervous breakdown and simply leaves.” I have seen this play out more times than I can count. The dad exits, and the child is re-homed to the care of a now single mother, often left impoverished and with little support. Where has the community outrage been when a dad leaves his disabled child — something that happens every day in this country, from what I can tell? Not a peep from the social media arbiters! A mom walks out and BLAMMO HASHTAG WARRIORS GO, but a dad? Here’s your free pass, sir.

Another shade is the group home. I used to work closely with a group home agency. Do you know what? Even people much more mildly disabled than those with severe autism were routinely placed in group homes. People really quite sweet, competent, capable. I never heard a speck of outrage when the families put them in group homes, permanently.

Another shade is inpatient care. When families hit the breaking point, they desperately seek an inpatient program where doctors and therapists could use drugs and therapy to help make the child or adult more manageable. This gives parents a break, sometimes for longer than you would know, I knew of a case like this that lasted almost two years. The single mother had her aggressive, self-injurious autistic son placed in an inpatient program and after that ended he could not return home, so he lives round-the-clock with 2 to 3 caregivers in a home rented through a government subsidy program. I do not pass judgment on her, she did exactly what she needed to do to survive. But it is a form of re-homing. And it deserves no condemnation.

I could go on with other examples, but I hope you see my point. With severe autism, re-homing by other names, other means, happens. All. The. Time.

Finally, can we please acknowledge two things. First, my work with families has shown me the the decision to place a severely disabled child or adult outside of the home is excruciating and heartbreaking for the parents, even for those parents covered in bitemarks and bruises, and who haven’t had a decent night’s sleep in years. It is never done lightly. It is the last resort, done out of desperation. Do not dare to pass judgment on these parents or mob them on social media unless you have walked a mile in their shoes.

One last lap here. Let’s acknowledge the darkest, most horrible truth of all. Parents are temporary. No matter how much they love their disabled kids, they will die. As they age we are in for wave upon wave of massive re-homing of severely autistic adults. Autistic re-homing is not an outlier, but a necessity, these adults have no ability to live on their own. Where they will go, I don’t know, but one thing is clear: whether we like it or not, re-homing is the future of autism.

R Medina is a pseudonym for a mom and disability community worker who lives in Southern California.

Disclaimer: Blogposts on the NCSA blog represent the opinions of the individual authors and not necessarily the views or positions of the NCSA or its board of directors.

Dear NYT Madeleine: My Child with Autism Is Not Perfect

By Amy Lutz

On Independence Day, my 21-year-old, severely autistic son Jonah bloodied his own nose because he couldn’t go to the beach. No matter how many times I explained that we had just gone to the beach the day before, that we would go again the following weekend, and wasn’t there anything else he wanted to do, he would just immediately demand, “Beach, 130 more times!” And as I tried (unsuccessfully, always unsuccessfully) to distract Jonah – offering his iPad, a walk, swimming, snack, drawing, anything – I couldn’t help thinking of Madeleine Ryan’s bizarre paean to autism, “Dear Parents: Your Child With Autism Is Perfect,” which had appeared two days previously in The New York Times. 

Intent on adding “sparkle” to the autism story, Ryan effuses that autistic children are “the world’s most dynamic, creative, honest and disciplined creature[s]” who “are here to reclaim what it means to be authentic and truthful.” How does she know? Because Ryan – an Australian writer and director who has written dozens of articles as well as a forthcoming novel – is autistic herself.

I know, I know – autism is a spectrum. And I’m not here to challenge anything about Ryan’s experience, because, although I’ve been an autism parent for almost two decades, I know absolutely nothing about life on the Asperger’s-end of the spectrum. Unfortunately, Ryan shows no such restraint. In hyperbolic, sweeping language, she tells parents like me that we are the “chosen one[s],” who have more broadly been charged with parenting “everybody’s unacknowledged needs and feelings.”

But the problem isn’t that Ryan’s over-the-top manifesto reads so much like a parody of the neurodiversity philosophy it’s based on that I honestly assumed it was published in The Onion – it’s that she reveals a stunning ignorance of what severe autism looks like. My son Jonah is not “researching how to reverse engineer Damascus steel.” He has no idea what an engineer does, what steel is, how to find Damascus on a map, or what a map is. His lack of abstract language means his life is profoundly limited: he can answer no questions that begin with “why” or “how.” He will never go to college, hold a job, see the world, or have a romantic relationship. He will always require round-the-clock supervision, because he has no safety awareness: he doesn’t look before crossing the street, despite years of instruction; and in one terrifying moment, he tried to jump off a cruise ship because he wanted to swim in the ocean.  

Nowhere is Ryan more patronizing than when she assures parents, “Your child might be verbal, nonverbal, aggressive, passive, introverted or extroverted. It doesn’t matter.” It doesn’t matter? Jonah broke a teacher’s nose when he was in kindergarten. He was kicked out of a school for autistic children because they couldn’t manage his behavior, and ended up spending a year inpatient in a neurobehavioral unit when he was nine years old. At least he never attacked my four younger children, although I lived in constant fear he would. Other parents are not so lucky: one mother of a severely autistic son has written about her heartbreaking decision to send her three younger children to boarding school to keep them safe from their brother’s violent rages. Aggression matters. A lot. 

I’m not trying to scare parents whose children are newly diagnosed with autism. But Jonah’s experience is just as important as Madeleine’s, and must not be elided from the narrative in favor of some kind of fantasy autism nirvana (heck, my neurotypical kids aren’t perfect either). Disability scholar Tom Shakespeare notes that “minimizing the extent to which autism is an impairment – seeing it simply as ‘an alternative way of being’ – could be a denial of the pervasive and sometimes devastating impact of autism on both the child and the family.” 

Ignoring the autistic kids who have detached their own retinas from hitting themselves in the face hundreds of times an hour or drowned after wandering from home doesn’t make them disappear. It just further isolates families already living in constant states of crisis. Only by shining a light on autism in all its manifestations – Damascus steel and Sesame Street; genius and severe intellectual disability; blunt honesty and broken windows; perfectly organized collections and walls stained with excrement – can we truly, as Ryan urges us to do, “honor those needs” and provide all autistics and their families with the support they need to thrive. 

Amy Lutz is a member of the board of the National Council on Severe Autism.

Disclaimer: Blogposts on the NCSA blog represent the opinions of the individual authors and not necessarily the views or positions of the NCSA or its board of directors.

New Study Points to Grim Outcomes for Adults with Autism

99% of adults diagnosed with autistic disorder as children are incapable of living independently.

With few exceptions, adults with autistic disorder lacked capacity to work or live independently. (Stock photo)

By Jill Escher

Forget all the hype about autism as a superpower. A new study out of South Carolina following 187 people diagnosed with autistic disorder found their long-term outcomes to be overwhelmingly negative. A team under Roger Stevenson of the Greenwood Genetic Center published the paper, “Autistic Disorder: A 20 Year Chronicle,” in the Journal of Autism and Developmental Disorders in June.

The subjects were followed over a course of 20 years. They had been enrolled in the study during a three-year period from early 1995 to early 1998, and were between the ages of 1 and 21 at that starting point. All were receiving services for autism from the South Carolina Department of Disabilities and Special Needs. The subjects included 153 males and 34 females, representing a 4.5:1 male–female ratio. Sixty-six percent had white ancestry, 32% black ancestry and 2% other ancestry, numbers that parallel the population in South Carolina. Of the enrollees, 84% had co-occuring intellectual disability. The average IQ in the cohort was 49. Twenty years later, at the average age of 27, the investigators ascertained their outcomes.

The outcome data was grim, showing pervasive inability to live independently, hold a job, or manage money. Few became independent, with 99% unable to live independently. Of those, 70% lived at home with relatives, 21% lived in disability homes in the community, and 8% in residential facilities.

A mere 3.7% attained postsecondary education, about half of those representing certificates from college disability programs. While the majority were considered incapable of holding a job in the competitive workspace, some worked in disability workshops or other sheltered positions. Most participants were incapable of handling money, even with caretaker assistance, with only 9.5% considered capable.

The study also probed questionnaires and biological samples for patterns and causes. It found, for example, that 12% of siblings had autistic, mental health, or other behavioral manifestations, a figure that is in the ballpark of findings from similar studies, if somewhat lower. A review of genetic data revealed that 29 participants (about 15%) had genetic or genomic alterations considered to be pathogenic, but the genetic findings did not correlate with IQ. This rate is slightly higher than the 10% rate commonly seen in other studies, but since this cohort was limited to more severe forms of autism (autistic disorder under the DSM-IV is a segment more narrow than “ASD” under the DSM-5), and therefore possibly more likely to be suffering from genetic disease, this finding is not altogether surprising. In addition, 20 participants were born at or before 32 weeks gestation or had other possible prenatal or perinatal complications. No consistent or diagnostic facial dysmorphology was identified. Structural brain malformations were distinctly rare.

The study findings also underscored enormous unpopularity of the neurodiversity philosophy: fully 95% of parents or caretakers who responded to a study question relating to treatment overwhelmingly desired a cure if one were available.

Overall, the study provided a needed reality check about the long-term outcomes of children diagnosed with autistic disorder. Advocates might hype the idea of autism as a superpower or autistic adults becoming independent and capable of competitive integrated employment, but the data tell another, altogether more devastating story.

Jill Escher is the President of the National Council on Severe Autism.

Autism: It’s time to take the conversation back

“Our families must be heard, our loved ones deserve appropriate resources and services. The intentional blocking/censorship of the severe side of the spectrum must come to a end.”

The author with his family. It’s time for the families that have had the nightmare experiences of severe autism to be leading the conversation about the future of our disabled loved ones, he says.

By Vance Goforth

I’ve been actively advocating for changes regarding issues related to severe autism and severe behavioral disorders for over two years now. This process started after our son Joshua finally received treatment for severe autism and behavioral disorders that had been in crisis levels for years.

I experienced the devastating effects that a broken system had on my son and family and I’ve been screaming from the rooftops ever since. I have seen resistance and outright anger from those who would rather my viewpoint be censored than be addressed. This goes beyond disturbing for me and I find it outright ludicrous that those dealing with severe autism/related diagnoses have been totally dismissed by autism advocates and disability organizations that claim to represent our families.

It was hard enough for us to share our story publicly, but when a prominent disability organization heard about our son and talked to me about solutions, their response was “good luck, several other parents have said the very things you have and haven’t been successful in getting those changes.” Disheartening doesn’t even describe what I felt when I heard those words and also the fact that they weren’t even in the least bit interested in helping by speaking out about what my family had experienced.

I refuse to be talked over and talked down to anymore. It’s time to take the conversation back.

Our families must be heard, our loved ones deserve to be treated with respect and provided with appropriate resources and services. The intentional blocking/censorship of the severe side of the spectrum must come to a end.

I’m very tired of different forms of media asking about our story and saying they will cover the story and then when they find out that it‘s not one of those happy feel-good autism stories, I never hear from them again. This isn’t a shiny-gift autism that gets covered in the news so often, this is a gut-wrenching hard autism that is no cause for celebration for my family or the families that truly understand what I’m talking about. It’s devastating.

Families cannot get resources and services in the form of respite, therapies, in-home care, medication management, behavioral treatments, inpatient treatment (both acute and long term treatment). I know some states are better than others in providing services; but still, there is a widespread lack of needed support for families facing issues related to severe autism and other ID/DD disabilities.

We’re seeing respite resources having their budgets cut, even Medicaid waiver programs are being cut back or delayed like in my state. This is not the right direction, especially when considering that the autism rate continues to rise at an alarming rate.

We are one of thousands of families that can attest to the fact that treatment facilities are overwhelmed and the waitlists are grueling for those in need of immediate help. I’ve sent many emails and testified before state legislators about the need for more treatment centers. Here is the response that truly perplexed me and I’ve heard it more than once. “The state just closed all of the institutions, they will not be willing to explore the idea of adding new treatment facilities.”

What, what????? How is providing treatment facilities being equated with an institution? I don’t know the answer to this but it’s happening. We are already so behind the curve with the increased autism rates, it’s scary and very few are paying attention to the distress calls from families.

I personally know one family that is 3,400 miles from their child because of the shortage of treatment locations. How would you feel if this was your family? The pain and the stress these families face is indescribable. They feel hopeless and totally invisible in a system of advocates and organizations that considers it forbidden to discuss the hard issues of severe autism. Higher functioning advocates champion the closure of anything that is related to or even falsely described as an institution, while refusing to discuss multiple and overwhelming issues created by not providing suitable alternatives when these closures happen.

It’s time for the ones that have had the nightmare experiences of severe autism to be leading the conversations. We need more families to share the systemic inadequacies they face and we definitely need more organizations and legislators to have an open ear to the tsunami of challenges that are hitting families right now and getting worse with time.

Vance Goforth is the father of son with severe autism. He and his family live in Tennessee.

Like the Voice for Joshua Facebook page here: https://www.facebook.com/changeforjosh
Join the Voice for Joshua Facebook support group here

Read more from Vance here:
Walking on Eggshells, a Severe Autism Perspective
The Crisis Call No One Is Willing to Hear

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“I hate autism. I hate it with every inch of my being.”

“I would never wish this journey on anyone,” writes a mom from Australia.

By Sarah Mills

A little over a week ago I shared some of my feelings around living with children with autism. [Blog link]

I was absolutely blown away at the response from the post. Thousands of carers feeling heard, feeling validated.

Each of us loving and adoring our children more than anything, but acknowledging the exhaustion and the heaviness that comes with raising a child with additional needs. Society would have us feel it’s not okay to feel tired, it’s not okay to feel heartache. Autism has a giant puzzle piece representing it that we are all supposed to worship. Carers needs neglected and forgotten.

You only have to speak with any carer that’s battling the NDIS to know how disregarded we are.

Today in my memories came up a post I had written a year ago, this post also blew up. I received death threats, I received message after message telling me I don’t deserve to be a mother - I was even drawn hanging from a puzzle piece.... However - just like my recent post, I received message after message from exhausted carers, thanking me and for showing them they aren’t alone in their feelings.

So obviously this is still such an important message to be heard. It’s okay to be exhausted, it’s okay to hate something that causes your child so much pain and anguish... you can hate a disability and still love your babies and being a parent.

So... Here are my words from last year... I hope it helps some of you realise - you aren’t alone, and you are doing an incredible job.

I have posted some pretty controversial posts on this page but I have to admit this topic is the one that has actually made me sick..

I have gone to write this many times and delete as soon as I begin typing.

It’s thoughts and feelings that are heavy on my shoulders every day and I feel pulled to share my reality.

I always try to be as raw and real here as I can be... not just for myself to have an outlet, but to reach others that need to see they aren’t alone.

So I’m going with my gut. I would like to make it clear that my heartache is not intended to offend, but to share. I don’t seek debate, just simply, just maybe, some understanding.

The thing is, I love my children more then anything in this world.

But I hate.... Autism.

I hate it with every inch of my being.

I know as autism parents we are supposed to love it, supposed to embrace it, to celebrate it. But today I am battered. I am bruised. I am traumatised. And I am so sick of feeling completely alone because if you’re not making it all out as quirky habits and fucking rainbows, then you’re a shit parent.

I know I’m so lucky that my children are classed as “high functioning”... in the world of autism I know it could be much worse... and I don’t for a second pretend that I have it worse off then anyone else... but... I would never wish this journey on anyone.

I am so angry at this label. This one simple word that instantly means that I am supposed to be shouting with pride from the rooftops. This one label that suggests that it’s ok for me to be beat on. To be screamed at. Clawed at. Abused. Wished death upon. Hated.

I live at the mercy of completely unpredictable, uncontrollable mood swings. From a child who is growing stronger, smarter, and crueler with each meltdown.

I see adults living with autism tearing carers to shreds online, saying they have no right to complain, no right to be upset and I sympathise that they feel attacked but why are we not calling a spade a spade?

Why is this world turning so politically correct that a disability is only allowed to affect the person living with it?

The carer doesn’t matter, they simply exist to cater to another persons every whim, and to cop a beating in my case is “parental responsibility”.

We have this growing epidemic with more and more children diagnosed with autism every single day. Instead of looking for ways to curb this, or change this, we are simply pushing to embrace, accept and adapt.

“We have this growing epidemic with more and more children diagnosed with autism every single day. Instead of looking for ways to curb this, or change this, we are simply pushing to embrace, accept and adapt.”

Simultaneously, the government slowly strips away all services and access to interventions that could possibly help parents struggling. Parents who cannot work due to being full time carers for their high needs children. And are told that somehow coming up with money to fund therapies and support is parental responsibility.

Parents are forced to beg to help their child... we fight, we beg, we plead. And then we are turned away.

Carers pushed to absolute extremes in order to “prove” they need support.

A task that the NDIS seems to want to make so tediously impossible, that many end up with no help at all.

A high functioning person with autism may be able to communicate with peers, they may be able to read and write... but it often means that socially they struggle, emotionally they struggle, at school they struggle, with concentration they struggle, with consequences they struggle. Their frustration overwhelms them, they lash out. It is HARD.

If a carer had a partner that emotionally abused them regularly and physically attacked them frequently- everyone in their life would encourage them to leave…

But you don’t have that option as a parent… love and support them through it all, but years and years of abuse is exhausting...

Eventually your spirit breaks…

I don’t even think it’s the physical attacks that hurt me the most anymore… it’s the words... it’s knowing that I give every inch of myself, devoting my nights to researching everything I can that may help, to sacrificing my own needs to put my children’s first, to fighting a broken government to access the support, to travelling back and forth to therapy, to getting up every morning and trying again all the while being told I’m worthless and never doing enough.

The glamorisation of Autism makes me feel so inadequate. The stigma around carers who struggle, or parents who fear it, makes me feel like a complete failure.

I’m loving, I’m accepting and I’m busting my god damn arse. Now what?

I’m so afraid of when the next outburst will be, so terrified that I won’t be able to control my child’s next outburst and that I’ll end up in hospital... or worse… my mind spins 100 miles an hour.

Autism isn’t a colourful puzzle piece that needs celebrating... autism can be absolute hell and it scares me at how normal it’s painted to be now…

“Autism isn’t a colourful puzzle piece that needs celebrating... autism can be absolute hell and it scares me at how normal it’s painted to be now.”

How many carers need to completely break down before people realise this again?

Should every disability be accepted? Absolutely... but should we also stop pretending autism is no big deal? ABSO-fucking-LUTELY.

To the mums... (and dads) that happen to feel this way too... you aren’t alone... you are doing more work then most will ever know and you are doing the best job you can... in at times, the worst and darkest times of your life..

From an autism Mum barely hanging on, that finds it completely insulting that my child’s brutal struggles, and my brutal struggles to give him his best life, can be narrowed down to a cute little puzzle piece that just needs to “fit in”. From a Mum that thinks this puzzle piece can kindly fuck off.

Sarah Mills is an autism mom who lives in Australia. This piece is reprinted with permission from her blog on Facebook, Amongst the Stars.

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"This is the taboo about autism that no other organization wants to talk about"

Frustrated by tepid mainstream advocacy, an outspoken mom says change will only come if we bust the taboos around severe autism.

The author with her son, D.

By Tonya W

My son D has autism, is 21 years old, and now living in an inappropriate group home. I worry about him every day because he has limited speech and I know that the management and staff have no training working with my son's autism.  
 
He lives in a group home because I can't manage my son when he becomes aggressive, which happens with and without triggers. Meaning he loves Kit Kats. He loves McDonald's 10-piece chicken nuggets with a large fries and Coke. When he says in his own way, ‘Donald's’ or ‘Kit Kit,’ those items better appear quickly or if not here comes the Hulk. This can lead to destruction of property. He can attack staff with trying to bite fingers. 

Then there is the puzzle of him doing the same thing out of nowhere, it just shows up. My son is on meds just for these aggressive behaviors. However, I have witnessed a miracle D getting angry and he understood and captured it and literally took control of it and it went away; he is truly amazing. 

I want to say thank you to NCSA for reaching out and talking about our kids and young adults who can have aggressive behaviors with or without triggers. This is the taboo about autism that no other organization wants to talk about.   

This taboo is why there are no appropriate resources and residential placements, or staff. Or, hospitals that are knowledgeable about autism. 

Our loved ones deserve a caring, very patient, appropriate staff with training from an accredited college for special education, specifically in autism. There should be a special office or department just for autism in all states and counties. There should be facilities built for our loved ones to live, made specifically for autism.  

My son's autism along with your loved ones' autism is a pandemic ignored by organizations like Autism Speaks, The Arc, and Autism Society, to name a few. This recognition is needed in all of the United States. We need appropriate resources to be prepared for the 21 year-olds that have or will be transitioning out of school.  

This also includes the young children and teenagers with autism. Many simply cannot live at home because of the severe autism. Sound the Congress alarms and let's get what is needed our adults, teenagers, and children with autism to have safe, happy, productive long-term care NOW.

Tonya W is the mother of a young man with severe autism. She lives in Maryland.

Disclaimer: Blogposts on the NCSA blog represent the opinions of the individual authors and not necessarily the views or positions of the NCSA or its board of directors.

The data doesn't lie: Autism is a massive national emergency

We are heading toward 5% of all U.S. males being disabled by autism. Yet academia and the media blandly accept this horror as a new normal.

By Jill Escher

Over the years I have been at odds with many autism advocacy groups, most notably those who blame vaccines for autism, or who tout autism as some sort of treatable immune disorder. The evidence simply does not support those views, and many have been harmed by anti-vaccine and faux therapeutic ideas related to them. I will admit even the words “Age of Autism” make me cringe.

But there is one area where we have strong agreement: the terrible reality of the steep escalation in rates of serious brain dysfunction we call autism. The evidence for this dramatic surge is simply overwhelming from nearly all corners: clinical records, educational records, state disability programs, epidemiological studies, Social Security, Medicaid, and more. No matter the source one can easily see a 20- or 40-fold, or more, increase in autism over recent decades. And, no, there is no evidence whatsoever that we simply missed hundreds of thousands, or millions, of seriously cognitively and functionally disabled children in the 1950s, 60s, 70s, and 80s. In fact, based on robust data this is plainly impossible, as I discussed in a recent blogpost here.

Nevertheless — just like the ghastly Refrigerator Mother myth of yore — the “it’s all just better ascertainment” idea, no matter how data-free and devoid of evidence, has taken hold like a panther on its prey. This new myth of autism has become so ingrained that even Autism Speaks has joined the ranks denying any increase in the prevalence of autism, as discussed here. Which should disgust the entire autism community.

With all that in mind I would like to acknowledge a brief video recently put out by SafeMinds. It features Walter Zahorodny, PhD, one of the investigators in the CDC’s ADDM monitoring network. It’s only about 5 minutes, and it’s worth watching. This is the front-page news that’s been missing from our front pages for years. No, I don’t agree with SafeMinds on many things, but this video is spot-on.

We are experiencing a double-whammy nightmare: a nation careening toward 5% of all U.S. males being disabled by autism, based on the most recent data from New Jersey, which Dr. Zahorodny considers a leading indicator, and a concurrent yawn from academia and the media, both of which blandly accept this horror as a new normal. Classrooms full of kids who can’t talk or learn, while they shred their clothes and pick off their skin? Entirely normal! We just didn’t notice them before. Droves of young adults unable to care for themselves and dependent on costly (and tragically scarce) 24/7 care? We must not have counted them before!

As a consequence of rampant autism denialism, while suffering and panic spread across our country, we have no serious national discourse about long-term needs, or even potential causes, all while research dollars keep flowing to dead-end, incremental studies that do nothing to help autism families today. And meanwhile “disability rights” advocates who consider autism a “gift of neurodiversity” rather than a devastating neurodevelopmental disorder, work to de-fund programs serving the severely disabled. It’s so absurd I feel like I live in Autism Twilight Zone.

New Jersey now suffers a 3% overall autism rate (boys and girls), yet as Dr. Zahorodny points out, no one seems to find this fact distressing or shocking. “If we said that 3% of the children in our country had a hearing impairment or a visual impairment, I think that would be taken as a real urgent issue that would call for lots of research and investigation.” Yet with autism — a condition far more serious, costly, and disabling — we get the nationwide shoulder shrug.

NCSA also featured Dr. Zahorodny in a recent webinar, Autism’s Continued Climb, which you can access here.

Jill Escher is President of the National Council on Severe Autism. She is also a research philanthropist focusing on questions of non-genetic inheritance in autism.

Disclaimer: Blogposts on the NCSA blog represent the opinions of the individual authors and not necessarily the views or positions of the NCSA or its board of directors.

A Tale of Two Autisms

Two kids with severe autism, two starkly different realities and needs

Sophie, here social distancing at a park in San Jose, California, is nonverbal and autistic, but known for her giant smile and sweet disposition. Her brother’s autism, on the other hand, can be volatile and dangerous. Their needs are light years apart.

By Jill Escher

Like many other autism families, we are “twice blessed” by the autism fairy. Our younger son Jonathan, 21, and daughter Sophie, 14, both suffer from the disorder — their mysterious brain abnormalities have rendered them nonverbal, with few functional abilities, and they will both require 24/7 care for the rest of their lives. Neither can speak, read, or write, or comprehend even basic abstract concepts.

But there the similarity ends.

Sophie ice skating in March 2020 just before the shutdown.

Over the last two years Sophie has blossomed in many ways. She is joyful, easygoing, and engaging. She likes to play catch and dance to music (we call her deep side-side lunge “The Sophie”), and enjoys long walks with mom as she dribbles her basketball. In quiet moments she often grins and giggles, reaching out for tickles, hugs, and arm scratches.

My friends joke that she has “portable autism” because she’s game to go anywhere, no fuss at all. She’ll sit nicely at most any restaurant — those were the pre-Covid days, alas — and she’s a hearty traveler, her favorite destination being Hawaii where she can frolic in Waikiki waves for hours. She’s also become a fearless blue-run downhill skier, which is pretty remarkable considering that a few years ago she lept off a ski lift in a panic (she was fine). And did I mention the kid can confidently power-skate around an ice rink like a derby girl?

Unfortunately, the last two years have seen my son slide down the opposite trajectory.

He has developed the impossible-to-take-anywhere autism. Despite his intensely loving nature, Jonny has all those hallmarks of the severe end of the spectrum — property destruction, aggression, self-injury, anxiety, outbursts. Whereas I used to take him hiking for hours, today that would be an impossibility. Even persuading him to exit the car would be a Herculean task that could lead to a meltdown.

Jonny playing with his iPhones a few months ago.

These days you see a Jonny with his forehead and arms slashed with self-inflicted scratches. My car is so destroyed by his ravages that it literally has no back seat remaining. We’ve been through about a dozen shredded mattresses and beds in just recent months. Outdoors, he will peel bark from trees or rip his clothes or dash across the street despite desperate attempts to keep him safe. While I could easily spend years caring for Sophie with minimal stress, even one day with Jonny can leave a caregiver frazzled and exhausted.

Two young people with severe forms of autism, yet so vastly different I hardly consider them in the same category of disability. Jonny’s care needs are so off the charts compared to Sophie’s, it’s like comparing a mission to Mars to a walk in the park.

To my mind there are some lessons to be learned from our little microcosm of the autism world. Mainly, that the autism experience — even within one family and limited to the severe end of the spectrum, never mind the galactic expanse of the mid and high functioning ranges — is so immensely varied that any attempt by self-advocates to “speak for autistics” is absurd and should be presumed invalid. While constructive advice is always welcome, attempts to superimpose one’s narrow agenda on others with starkly different realities and needs is nonsensical. As a friend said, it’s like an attempt at voter suppression of severe autism families, stripping them of their voice.

Amy Lutz, who serves on the NCSA board, just published a piece in Psychology Today about the dangerous phenomenon of “partial representation,” where one group purports to speak for another, thereby misinforming policymakers and the public about the real needs of people disabled by autism. I encourage you to read it.

Says Lutz, “In my opinion, autism has just become too broad—representing both married college graduates and profoundly intellectually disabled adults who spend their lives in diapers and helmets … — to be fairly represented by one voice.” She adds that “claims of representation need to be made carefully, with humility and respect for diverse perspectives. And the broader the claim, the more skeptically it should be treated.”

This is clearly true. My own experience under my family’s own roof has taught me that advocacy for autistic people is only right, moral and authentic if it emphasizes an individualized, person-centered approach based not on arbitrary notions of group identity, but instead on the meeting of each diverse need, rooted in respect for each reality — what works for one person may very well fail another. Anything less is false advocacy and fraud.

Jill Escher is President of the National Council on Severe Autism.

Disclaimer: Blogposts on the NCSA blog represent the opinions of the individual authors and not necessarily the views or positions of the NCSA or its board of directors.